Anyone feel like they are losing their self?

I just feel like I've lost my self, like I'm on auto pilot, anyone know what I mean, and I'm wondering where it comes from, anyone else feel like apathy is taking over, laziness, whatever you want to call it, like you're talking and you're not really there, maybe its cosmic flux, evolution, something, anyone else feel the same thing, and why do you think it is, and if one more person spit any jesus **** at me I'm going to come through the screen and choke you, lol